Lol. Fucking lost any respect I could have possibly had for this one person. He’s literally being such a fucking dick and I don’t know where else to go to fucking get all of this out but oh my fucking god. What. A. Dick. So like when we first started talking we were cool like friend and shit ig idk? But sweet jesus god forbid he get a girlfriend? Because shit. Apparently as soon as he does he gets cold feet or fucking something and literally ignores me out of the fucking deep ocean blue like the fuck? I’m not going to fucking flirt with you or fucking something if you have a damn girlfriend you asshat. You’re not even in my state like please get over yourself?? So like. Hasn’t been good lately and well I’ve relapsed. Fucking shit right? Right well apparently nobody fucking cares that I’m like fucking bleeding on the floor because you know what he said? He said that he has tried helping me, but I didn’t listen. Because saying ‘just don’t cut’ is helping. Right. So after that, you know what else he fucking said? As I was and still am on the floor? That I was ‘missing the point’ I didn’t see a damn point. So like fuck. I asked him what he meant and fucking to top it off? He went to fucking bed. While I’m bleeding and now crying on the floor. Well mother fucking hell. I didn’t realize that I was actually that much of a fucking burden. But apparently I am. So fuck it. I just don’t care anymore. I honestly just don’t care. I’m done trying and I’m done caring. I’m just done.

Tagged by: frigorificjackfrost

So I’m going to do this aha. Enjoy, I guess aha /.^

Rule 1: always post the rules

Rule 2: answer the questions the person who tagged you asked, then write 11 new ones
Rule 3: tag 11 people then link them in the post
Rule 4: tell them you tagged them
Rule 5: tell the person that tagged you when you’ve answered the questions


1: If you could be any age for the rest of your life, what would it be? Probably 22.

2: What country do you most want to visit? Scotland or England..something in the UK I guess.

3: Dinner or a movie? Movie.

4: Beach or mountains? Mountains.

5: Comedy or horror? Both..if I’m on a date or something with a boy..horror, Too bad that’ll never happen oops.

6: Favorite superpower? Umh..telekinesis or like flying.

7: If you had to live the rest of your life with one fewer sense, which one could you live without? Taste maybe..

8: If you decided to have kids or adopt someday, what would you name them? (one boy and one girl) I’ve always like Jacob, Chris, and of those maybe. I like Korra/Corra spelling is to be determined I guess. Also Mackayla aha. One of those.

9: Favorite book? Mmmmmm…I liked City of Bones I guess..really depends on what I’m reading aha.

10: DC or Marvel? Definitely Marvel. Aha /.\ 

11: Favorite time of day? Sunrise/sunset. The colors are just magnificent. Either that or night, when the sky is full of stars. That’s just..breathtaking really :3


1) Favorite color?

2) What type of music do you like?

3) If you could go back in time to change one thing what would it be?

4) If you could tell your future self something, what would you say?

5) If you could live anywhere, where would that be?

6) How long can you balance on one foot?

7) Whats your favorite swear word?

8) Whats your favorite joke?

9) If you could learn any language fluently what would it be?

10) Do you love or loathe Harry Potter?

11) Do you collect anything?

I tag: sensat-ional , bandsoffthewalls , chibichunks , death-cries-my-name , i-kinda-like-bands , razors-andblades , so-so-awkward , scream-at-the-drunken-mooon , glowy1786 , mcmbr , agent-thundercat

Hi. I just want to take the time to say that I appreciate each and every single one of you.

Why hello tumblr. It’s been quite a while, eh? Right well..have been going through some fucking shit and I just..really needed to take a break. So I took a break was just not good but like..I’m here now woo. I guess ahah…

So as soon as I tell my ‘friend’ that I like this guy and all of that stuff, she instantly freaking starts talking to him. Now I’m an anti - social freak of a person so of course I don’t talk to him like at all..just when I see him in person. So she freaking starts messaging him on Facebook and now she likes him and they’re like almost dating and I just freaking supported her because I knew I’d never even have a chance with him and I wanted to be a good fried but like? She didn’t have to go after him right after I told her I liked him. I’ve liked him since year 6. I’m going into year 10. That’s a long fucking time. And she just hops right in and boom. Fucking done with life. I’ve got nothing and I’ve got nobody. What’s the point anymore. I feel like I’ve been stabbed 50 fucking times right in the fucking back. Honestly so hurt right now.

Forever and always.

Forever and always.

Not a single person.

Not a single person.